Today was a good day. I don't know what was different about today compared to other days in the last couple of weeks, but today....today I was happy. I felt like my old self. I made jokes and laughed and chatted with my friends. I was having fun. Things didn't seem bad. The stressful stuff didn't bother me. I didn't think about pornography.
It was just a good day.
I want more good days. I want to smile all the time. I want to be a happy person. I don't want to be sad. I don't want to be obsessive and pouty. I'm going to get through this and I'm going to be better for it. In the mean time, I need to know that it's okay to smile.
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